thanks to rissa for reminding me i had this. it's been so long since i've updated... life is okay i suppose. i'm sick. so much has happened in the last two years... rereading that last entry.. interesting how things change. how people change. i guess you could say i've become more hateful because of my job and because people influence and make you who you are today. i hope i'm not this way forever. too many thoughts to put down right now and i have too much to do. funny how when i last updated i was barely a freshman in college and now i'm almost a senior.. time really does fly by. anyway. gotta go make my lunch and then head off to class and work D: will update more later but for now.. i am alive!